Behind blue eyes

Now, look at that. Those blue eyes still amaze me. That boyish smile. The innocent and yet teasing look. 

What happened? What did you do? How did you do it? I'm not hopelessly in love, I'm not jealous and I don't care wether you like me or not. 

You can walk away with her. Look at her like that, smile to her like that. Those eyes can be hers, I wouldn't care. But you interest me, in a completely different way than anyone else has ever done. I want to know you.

But how is that ever going to happen? They are my friends. Even if you send me that smile every time I see you at school, even if you look at me like that every time we talk, I never know what you want from me.

And I never know what I want from you. I don't know if I want the "ever after" or if you'll go away like everybody else have done, I don't know if I want a friend or a boyfriend, I don't know if I care or if I don't.

But I want you to notice me. I want to interest you the same way you interest me. I want something from you. So reach out a hand, and give it to me.

  "Alice"

Change the World

I want to write a song, artists all over the world wants to adapt and sing again.
I want to hold a speach, that all the great names in the world quotes from.
I want to tell a tale, that is told from generation to generation all over the world forever.
I want to make a poem, that everyone can mirror themselves in, and love what they see.

I want to stop warfare and weapon production.
I want to help millions, trillions and billions of people get a better life.
I want to read honorable titles of what I've done, in the biggest newspapers.
I want to grow a rain forrest, as big as those we have used to be.

I want to change the world for the better.

Then I want to sit back, relax, watch people try to do again all that I have done and slowly forget my name.
And last, I want to grow old, knowing I lived my life right.

  "Alice"